Happy New Year!

Last post of 2011...wow, it's been a memorable year. So many good memories...

• living in country club/spontaneous dance parties
  
• working in Santa Barbara after graduating early
• Potter's clay working with dentists
• Westmont grad in May
• living in Seattle for the summer
• Community group at Mars Hill
• my brother Jesse getting married
• packing up and leaving for the UK in September

Reflecting back on January 2011, I never thought I'd be writing this post in London. Thank you Jesus for providing everything I need.

It's been a while since I last updated...I've been playing tourist with my American friends as they were visiting for the holidays. We've been exploring Winter Wonderland at Hyde Park, eating kangaroo for the first time, National Gallery, Trafalgar square, crazy sales shopping on boxing day (never again), Buckingham palace, Big Ben, strolling on the river Thames at night, getting hipster at Brick Lane, British Museum (Rosetta stone!), Covent Garden, Borough market, Tate Modern and London Bridge in the pouring rain. Yesterday, I ate dinner with an American family who are planting a church in London...even though they had a comfortable life in the states, they were called to the UK and out of their comfort zone without family or friends. It's encouraging to hear God is working in this city!

It was my first Christmas away from my family, but an amazing time experiencing it in a new culture. I celebrated Christmas Eve acting in the play at church...I enjoyed playing an old posh lady (Mary Poppins) and handing out sweets to everyone. Praise God for all the people who celebrated the good news of Jesus' birth! On Christmas day, we attended the service, celebrated with my very British friend's family, and ate traditional English roast. I enjoyed opening crackers (we don't have them in the US), eating Christmas pudding, and watching the Queen's speech. After, we went to a Brazilian family's house and had a fiesta! :) I pray each of you were filled with His peace, hope, and love during the Holiday season.

Blessings

It's the most wonderful time of the year. It truly is! Hot chocolate, Christmas trees, warm fires, carol singing, mince pies, mulled wine, good friends, and celebrating Jesus' birth. :) Thank you Lord for this season. I'm thankful to spend Christmas in London...as much as I'll miss my family in Hawaii and Seattle, I'll be spending it with my new London church family and friends from Spain. I'm even in the Christmas Eve play at church...so much effort put into this production with 4 services. Pray for all the people in Woodford to come with open hearts to hear the gospel!

Thank you Jesus for your blessings and how you answer prayer. I've been praying about mentoring the girls at my youth group and we had our first event this past week. We made Christmas sugar cookies together with many laughs and good times. I love these girls...from 12-16 years old. We decided to call ourselves "Girls 4 God" and will be meeting Saturday evenings starting in Jan! I'm excited for our upcoming events...a retreat in Scotland, sleepovers/movie nights, hiking, and baking for homeless to name a few. It's so important for just girls to get together for encouragement, prayer, and meditating on scripture.

Youth Christmas sleepover was madness! One of my favorite parts of helping at church is being with the youth. They keep me young and full of energy! We enjoyed a pizza party, caroling at church, bowling, playing Christmas games/prayer, and watched Elf (of course). Most of the youth didn't sleep at all...they are c r a z y. I made sure to get in a few hours! All in all, a great weekend and can't wait for God's plan in 2012.

Baking

I think my home stay can tell I love BAKING! I make cookies, breads, or cakes at least once a week. It's a great hobby when I feel stressed or need something sweet. Last week, I made ginger bread cookies out of Christmas tree and reindeer shapes :) Yesterday, I made pumpkin bars...it turned out quite lovely. Full of cinnamon, nutmeg, and ginger with icing on top...a real Holiday treat! Thought I'd share the recipe:

Ingredients

• 125g plain flour
• 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
• 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
• 1/8 teaspoon ground ginger
• 1/8 teaspoon ground allspice or ground cloves
• 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
• 1/2 teaspoon bicarbonate of soda
• 120ml vegetable oil
• 200g caster sugar
• 2 eggs
• 250g pumpkin puree
• 110g raisins
• 65g sieved icing sugar
• 1 tablespoon pure maple syrup

Preparation method

Prep: 20 mins | Cook: 30 mins | Extra time: 4 hours, cooling

1.

Preheat oven to 180 C / Gas 4. Grease and flour a 23x33cm or similar sized baking tin.

2.

In a medium bowl, stir together the flour, spices, baking powder and bicarbonate of soda; set aside. In a large bowl beat the eggs, oil and sugar together until smooth. Stir in the pumpkin, then the dry ingredients. Finally, stir in the raisins.

3.

Pour the mixture into the prepared baking tin and spread evenly. Bake for 30 to 40 minutes in the preheated oven. Allow to cool before adding the glaze.

4.

To make the glaze, stir together the icing sugar with the maple syrup. If glaze is too thick to drizzle from a spoon, just add a little water. Drizzle over the cooled pumpkin cake before cutting into bars.

Merry CHRISTmas

"For a child will be born to us, a son will be given to us; And the government will rest on His shoulders; And His name will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Eternal Father, Prince of Peace." -Isaiah 9:6

"On coming to the house, they saw the child with his mother Mary, and they bowed down and worshiped him. Then they opened their treasures and presented him with gifts of gold and of incense and of myrrh." -Matthew 2:11

JESUS is the reason for the season.

Testimony

"We write to taste life twice..."-Anais Nin

Just walked through Epping Forest and it was such a beautiful, crisp winter day. The sun was peaking out from the trees and leaves were crunching beneath my feet. I love the wide open spaces...reminds me of a scene from Pride and Prejudice. :) Thank you Lord for walks and your creation.

Yesterday's youth group was the most memorable yet...the power of testimony! Testimonies are so important...a time to be vulnerable and show authenticity of what God's been doing in your life. It's funny because we were supposed to have a speaker, but last minute canceled and decided to share praises and why we follow Jesus. Totally the Holy Spirit moving in our youth! One of the girls shared of her depression and how Battlefield of the Mind by Joyce Meyer has changed her thinking. Another one of the guys talked about his 14 year old friend wanting to hang himself because of the deaths in his family, but thankfully his mom caught him in the act. Now he's reaching out to his friend. Praise God.

Thank you Jesus for giving us stories and how we can relate to eachother. We can't do life on our own.

Restless

As Christmas is approaching, it's so easy to get caught up in the busyness of buying presents, seeing family/friends, and working. We need to make rest a priority. In our culture, it seems better to keep busy and productive, but we need to stop, be quiet, and listen to God's voice. All I need is the Bible, a journal, and chai tea. :)

"I am restless till I rest in You" Jesus.

When I think of resting, I think of this song by Audrey Assad "Restless":

You dwell in the songs that we are singing
Rising to the Heavens
Rising to Your heart
Our praises filling up the spaces
In between our frailty and everything You are
You are the keeper of my heart

And I'm restless
I’m restless
'Til I rest in You
(Oh God I wanna rest in You)

Oh speak now for my soul is listening
Say that You have saved me
Whisper in the dark
'Cause I know You’re more than my salvation

Without You I am hopeless
Tell me who You are
You are the keeper of my heart

Still my heart
Hold me close
Let me hear a still small voice
Let it grow
Let it rise
Into a shout
Into a cry

I am restless until I rest in You

Psalm 16

"I have set the Lord always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore, my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure… you have made known to me the path of life, you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasure at your right hand." -Psalm 16: 1-11

Holiday in España

Hola! Como estas? Muy bien, gracias! I'm back from Spain and so thankful to spend Thanksgiving break with my amigas. It was so nice spending time with Clarissa (my old roomie from college) and her sis Candida flew all the way from CA. Thank you Lord for a fun and safe trip. I will miss sitting on the porch looking over the blue ocean, soaking in Vitamin D, and feeling the cool breeze from the palm trees. What a dramatic change from England weather! Definitely reminded me of Hawaii and Santa Barbara. Highlights of the trip included: watching Breaking Dawn and making fun of it (don't recommend it), riding my first donkey (burro) on the streets of Mijas, Spanish Thanksgiving dinner with new amigas and amigos/dressing up as Indians, picking fresh oranges from the trees, walking the beautiful beaches in Nerja, eating the best paella of my life, chestnut stands (castanas), and exploring a new culture.

I noticed Spanish people are so friendly! I love their warm culture...greeting everyone with hugs and kisses on the cheek. I wish America was like that. Traveling has definitely opened my eyes to a whole world and ways of living. "Traveling teaches you to live an adventure, helps you encounter compassion, and allows you to get some culture." Love this article.

This is your LIFE.

Beauty

A beautiful quote on beauty...

"Beauty isn’t an airbrushed face, a perfect body, or a wardrobe that’s always in fashion. Rather, beauty is under-eye wrinkles from smiling often. Beauty is hands wrinkled from years of serving. Beauty is knees covered in dirt from working the earth. Beauty is wallets empty from giving, and well-worn houses from hospitality. It’s the worn out pages of a Bible. It’s cracked voices from singing so much, broken hearts from loving so many, and bruised feet from dancing so frequently." -Saralyn Weitzman

Thanksgiving in the UK

Thanksgiving dinner=success. I'm so glad my new British friends from church were able to experience our lovely American holiday. We ate turkey and gravy, stuffing, mash potatoes, roast veggies, and warm bread...talk about carbs! :) Gotta love holiday food. It's so comforting. Then topped it off with pumpkin and pecan pie, apple crumble, ice cream, and Oreo cheesecake.

I read Psalm 100 which talks about giving thanks to God:

Shout for joy to the LORD, all the earth. Worship the LORD with gladness; come before him with joyful songs. Know that the LORD is God. It is he who made us, and we are his; we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.

Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.
For the LORD is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generations.

We went around the room talking about what were thankful for this year...I'm thankful especially for my church staff and feeling a part of the family. I know God placed me at All Saints Woodford Wells for a reason...they are such caring people and I'm excited for the relationships already forming. Having a spirit of thankfulness is so important each day...my friend mentioned she lists "5 things to be thankful for each day." Even being thankful for the little things...

Today I'm thankful for:
1) friends
2) Ian and Eunice's warm cooked meals
3) farmer's markets on Saturday mornings
4) vanilla lattes
5) a place to rest my head

Identity in Christ

Thank you Lord my identity is in Christ. I am thankful that you know the outcome of every situation, whether good or bad...all things work together for my good. Even when situations seem uncomfortable and unfamiliar, you are here holding my hand and speaking to me.

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding" -Proverbs 3:5

When God is silent, it doesn't mean He's absent. In Isaiah 42:16, it says "along unfamiliar paths, I will guide them."

Today was a lovely day...besides the freezing 50 degree weather. Staff prayer/Bible reading, coffee with Jacqui and Tom discussing youth plans and events for the year, and Olympic planning. After, Eunice and I went shopping for our church staff Thanksgiving feast Friday! I'm excited they will get to experience our American holiday. I will be making pumpkin pie...hopefully it turns out ok! We ate delicious fish pie for dinner...I hear it's a traditional English dish along with shepherd's pie.

Just Skyped with Mom, Dad and Puppers...it's so nice being able to see them even though we're on the other side of the world. It will be weird being away from home for Thanksgiving and Christmas, but glad I'll be with friends. :) Here's our Christmas card I designed below:

Rest

"Come to me, all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." -Matthew 11:28

I have this verse stuck on my wall...thank you Lord for taking our burdens and giving us peace. This song "When my Heart Runs Dry" by Matt Redman keeps playing on my iPod and at church so I thought I'd share...

When my heart runs dry
And there's no song to sing
No holy melody
No words of love within
I recall the height from which
This fragile heart has slipped...

And I'll remember You
I will turn back and do
The things I used to do
for the love of You
Lord, I'll remember You
I will turn back and do
The things I used to do
for the love of You

You are my soul's desire
You are the hope within
You bring my heart to life
You make my spirit sing
I recall the height from which
This fragile heart has slipped...

Contentment

God has been teaching me about contentment lately. I was listening to Reality Carpinteria's sermons and stumbled upon Pastor Britt's teaching about being content and having joy. That's what we all want, right? Jesus is the only one who gives us peace, joy, and contentment. It's so easy to look to other people, materialistic items, and "having fun" to fill an empty spot. I noticed I was letting my circumstances dictate my joy and peace. At the moment, it's hard being away from home, even though I love London and getting to know new people. It's easy to feel isolated and not make an effort to make new friends. However, this is a year of growing and realizing it will all take time.

I love this verse: "I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being CONTENT in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want."-Philippians 4:12

It's through suffering and hard times that we find contentment. The more trials I encounter, the more I press into Jesus and how much more enjoyable He becomes. After all, the goal of life isn't for myself. It's to enjoy HIM and bring HIM glory. Thank you Lord for reminding me this truth.

British Slang

So I've almost been in London for 2 months and learning new British slang words everyday. My goal for the year: come back to the states with a posh British accent :) Here are some words/phrases I've picked up:

-dodgy (sketchy)
-rubbish (garbage)
-you alright? (how are you?)
-brilliant (awesome)
-posh (proper/high class)
-knackered (exhausted)
-marmite (gross yeast spread you put on toast)
-loo (bathroom)
-queue (line)
-"mind the gap" (on the tube)
-cider/pims (alcohol)
-wicked (sweet)
-reem (beautiful)
-bare (lots of)
-loads (a lot)

...to be continued.

I can't get enough of the fall leaves. Makes me excited for Thanksgiving too...I can't believe my church staff haven't had a proper thanksgiving dinner, so we are having a party next week! Turkey, gravy, mash potatoes, stuffing, green beans, sweet potatoes with marshmallows, pecan and pumpkin pie, apple cider and the whole shabang. :)

Quotes I love:
"Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven." -Matthew 5:16

"The world is a book and those who do not travel only read one page." -St Augustine

"If you reject the food, ignore the customs, fear the religion and avoid the people, you might better stay at home." -James Michener

"By seeing London, I have seen as much of life as the world can show." -Samuel Johnson

Happy Guy Fawkes Day!

"Remember, remember the Fifth of November,
The Gunpowder Treason and Plot,
I know of no reason
Why the Gunpowder Treason
Should ever be forgot.

Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, ’twas his intent
To blow up the King and Parli’ment.
Three-score barrels of powder below
To prove old England’s overthrow;
By God’s mercy he was catch’d
With a dark lantern and burning match.
Hulloa boys, Hulloa boys, let the bells ring.
Hulloa boys, hulloa boys, God save the King!"

So tonight we celebrated Guy Fawkes with fireworks and bonfires! I've never heard of this holiday before coming to England...in a nut shell, Guy Fawkes attempted to blow up parliament in 1605. Thankfully, it never happened and so we celebrate this day. Kat, another TFG volunteer from Westmont and I had a lovely day exploring the city...we just kept saying "I love this city." I really do. I love how you can walk everywhere (unlike Hawaii and California where you need a car).

We started the day at London Bridge station...walked to Borough Market...quite possibly my new favorite place on Saturday mornings. This was no ordinary farmer's market-it's huge with vegetables, fruit, meat/cheese stands, cakes, homemade chai (delicious), flowers, and "the best coffee" in London. Then walked to London bridge...so amazing to see up close. Reminded us of Disneyland's castle. :) I'd like to go in the Tower of London sometime...even though it's 20 pounds!

After, we walked to Brick Lane aka hipster town. Loads of vintage shops, Indian curry, and coffee shops. We ate the best hummus and falafel wrap. I love all the international food. :) My dad thinks I should have my own food blog. It was getting cold, so we met up with a friend, drank tea, and headed over to a park to watch the firework display with music. The British people know how to put on a good firework show!

What a night. I'm knackered (exhausted, as the Brits would say). Thank you Lord for a good weekend. I am feeling more at home everyday. :)

Our God is Greater

We just sang this song, "Our God" by Chris Tomlin at church and when I turned on the radio, it came on. God must be telling me something...

Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…
Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God You are higher than any other
Our God is Healer, awesome in power
Our God, Our God…

And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
What can stand against?

So powerful and true. At church we prayed for the churches to be united and the Olympics would bring more people to Jesus...it was so awesome to hear everyone praying and I know God will answer that prayer. Prayer changes things! When I think of my time in London, Acts 20:24 comes to mind..."I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me." God has given me the task of sharing the gospel in Woodford, being a mentor to the youth, and building community and I pray I will finish the race by His strength.

A highlight of my weekend was a ministry called Street Pastors. On Friday night at 10pm, four of us from the church went to the streets of Ilford (rough area in London) and talked/prayed with homeless, prostitutes, and drug dealers on the streets. People asked us "what's a street pastor?" as we wore labeled clothing and we would say we are just volunteers from churches trying to be a positive influence on the community. As we were talking to people outside a pub, I will remember a conversation I had with a 20 year old girl who had an 8 month old son. She was telling her story of having a baby with an ex-boyfriend, then he unexpectedly left her. She kept warning me to not get pregnant unless I was married and not get stuck as a single parent. My heart went out for her...she even wanted to speak at our youth group! It made me realize that could have been me as she isn't much younger...I just pray she would find Jesus somehow. The night was tiring walking around till 3:30 am...thank goodness I slept in till 12 the next day!

On a side note, I've been eating lovely meals by my host family Ian and Eunice...even though they are in their late 60's, they are young at heart and so in love! (46 years of marriage...what an example!) Homemade British meals include: English roast (chicken, potatoes, veggies), blackberry crumble, prosciutto salmon, Indian curry with chickpeas and kale, bacon and cabbage with potatoes (of course), and just had toast and cheese for our after church snack while watching "Educating Essex." Thank you Lord for good food!

Happy Fall!

"Can't you see that it's just raining, ain't no need to go outside..." -Listening to Banana Pancakes by Jack Johnson.

That's how I feel today. It's rainy and time to sit inside by a warm fire, read a good book, and drink hot chocolate. :) I love fall. I love how the leaves are changing colors to bright yellow, orange, and red. Poor Hawaiians are missing out! At least we have palm trees. Yesterday, I decided to take a bike ride...in the rain. Then met up with a fellow youth worker, Ruth for Costa Coffee! Such a lovely lady and on mission for God. Since it's half term, most of the church staff have taken the week off and it's my reading week. I've been reading books on Christian leadership and Youth work as it's much different in the states. In the evening, I had my first cinema experience and watched Johnny English Reborn...so funny! Parts of the movie was filmed in England so it was cool seeing places I've already been to.

Another highlight of my week was receiving a care package from my old roomie, Andrea! We were freshman/senior roommates at Westmont...she sent me Halloween candy (haven't seen reese's peanut butter cups or twix in London yet), pumpkin spice candle (my favorite scent), Japanese seaweed (to get back to my asian roots haha!), nail polish, and crayons to draw Totoro pictures. :) So blessed by her thoughtfulness...I miss my American friends!

"I will meditate on the glorious splendor of Your majesty, and on Your wondrous works." -Psalm 145:5

Wales Weekend

Friday- spent the night at Grachelle's house, ate yummy Filipino food (reminded me of Hawaii) and sleepover with 4 other girls from Reality London. It's so great having a new church family from the states. Saturday- woke up at 6 am to drive to Cardiff in Wales...only took 3 hours! We spent the day at St. Fagans National History Museum...looking at castles, feeding sheep, eating scones and toffee apples. :) We took the bus back to the town, ate lunch inside the mall (because it was too cold), and walked to the bay for an Italian dinner. What a night!



Sunday-woke up at noon for Reality, fellowship, and ate dinner in China-town...almost like Beijing! Such a lovely weekend being with friends.

Olympics 2012

Today I had the wonderful opportunity to take a tour of the Olympics site...can't wait for it to be finished in 2012 and get ready for the games! Part of the reason I'm here is to spread the word to churches how we can get involved with the Olympics, plan events for the community and use it as a gospel outreach opportunity.

More than Gold helps churches get involved with the games. The world is coming to London next summer...get excited as it is going to change the UK! Pray for the lost people who need to hear the gospel, churches to unite, and God's light would shine through us.

Isaiah 60:1-5
Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the LORD is risen upon thee. For, behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, and gross darkness the people: but the LORD shall arise upon thee, and his glory shall be seen upon thee. And the Gentiles shall come to thy light, and kings to the brightness of thy rising. Lift up thine eyes round about, and see: all they gather themselves together, they come to thee: thy sons shall come from far, and thy daughters shall be nursed at thy side. Then thou shalt see, and flow together, and thine heart shall fear, and be enlarged; because the abundance of the sea shall be converted unto thee, the forces of the Gentiles shall come unto thee.

Faith

God has been teaching me about faith the past couple of days...it's been a struggle being away from my family, friends and comfortable surroundings. I know He is growing me and making me stronger. It's hard not being able to call my mom whenever I want...but thank God for skype.

As I was reading the Bible, Genesis 12 spoke to me:
"The LORD had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you. “I will make you into a great nation,
and I will BLESS you;
I will make your name great,
and you will be a blessing.
I will bless those who bless you,
and whoever curses you I will curse;
and all peoples on earth
will be blessed through you.”

He has told me to leave my country...now it is up to me to trust in Him...step by step, day by day. Thank you Lord you have a purpose of bringing me here...you will be my strength. I encourage all of you to trust Him when things seem confusing and unsure of how it will all work out...He knows the bigger picture and everything works together for our good.

Thanksgiving in Spain

Yes, I booked my ticket to Spain! :) So excited to visit a dear friend and roomie, Clarissa. We will be having our own turkey dinner as England does not celebrate this wonderful holiday. It will be nice to get away from the cold...I heard I won't be seeing the sun for another 6 months. How sad!

Finally saw Big Ben, Parliament and the London Eye up close...a m a z i n g. As I was taking pictures, I just stood for a moment and took it all in. I'm actually in London...crazy! Went to Reality Bible study at South bank center and even went to the top of the Shell tower to see a night view of the city. Beautiful. This weekend I'll be gone at a Global Leadership Conference with the church staff...worship, speakers, and fellowship.

Now it's time for youth group...hanging out with youth=one of the highlights of my week. :)

Reality London

Just got back from Reality London...so wonderful to be connected with other believers from America again. :) Most were from CA, but a few from England. A totally different setting from Reality Carp...much more intimate, but the worship is still the same. Today the message was just what I needed to hear...we get our identity from JESUS and no one else. He gives us our confidence, security and purpose. Such a good reminder. I know God is going to do awesome works in this city!

What a weekend. I am amazed with all the history and beautiful buildings. Nothing like Hawaii...even though we have the best beaches, hands down. :) Explored Buckingham Palace, Hyde Park, Tate Modern, Kensington gardens, the famous Harrod's and St. Paul's Cathedral. Almost has been 3 weeks and feeling more like a local.

Love the lyrics to "Marvelous":

You are the bread of life

Jesus, I’m hungry for You

Your Word can satisfy

My every need

My cup cannot run dry

Your water flows within me

Your love has satisfied

My every need

Marvelous and holy

The King upon the throne

I will serve You only

Make my life Your own

I’ll follow You forever

Give You all my love

It’s only You I worship

Only You are God

My true and faithful friend

I cast my cares upon You

Your mercy draws me in

Jesus

The mighty rushing wind

Brings me into Your presence

So I call your name right now

Jesus, Jesus

Sailing on a Ship

Phil Wickham "Sailing on a Ship"...this song describes my journey in London.

A voice is on the wind
It calls me further in
I’m heading deeper into Your heart
Your mark is on my chest
My sails filled with your breath
You guide me by the light of the stars

I’m sailing on a ship that’s bound for life
I wrestle with the wind against the tide
I'd leave it all behind to reach for more
I’m sailing on to Your golden shore

The skies go blue to gray
And I’m thrown from wave to wave
You still will hear these lungs singing hard
With every storm I face
I have found a greater grace
That pulls me deeper into Your heart

I’m sailing on a ship that’s bound for life
I wrestle with the wind against the tide
I'd leave it all behind to reach for more
I’m sailing on to Your golden shore

I’m sailing on a ship that’s bound for life
I wrestle with the wind against the tide
I leave it all behind to reach for more
I’m sailing on
To where the water’s running sweet and bright
The sun is rising in the eastern sky
I'd leave it all behind to reach for more
I’m sailing on to Your golden shore
To Your golden shore

Thank you Lord for time away at the Time for God conference. It was awesome to spend time with other volunteers across the world. I made new friends from Hungary, Germany, Korea, France, Sweden and America. Even though we all have different backgrounds, cultures and languages, we were all worshiping the same God and serving in the UK. :) So encouraging to meet other people who I could talk to and learn from. Philippians 3:12-14 says, "forgetting the past and straining towards what is ahead..." I know this year will be difficult being away from family and friends and in my "comfort zone", but I'm ready to grow by His strength.

Time for God is a time to stop, think, dream, decide, give, live, love, move, speak up, step out, and change the world. Thank you God for this opportunity...please be praying for all the TFG volunteers and UK.

Sunny days

Thank you Lord for the sunshine...we have been so lucky to have 85 degree weather this past week! :) Feels like Hawaii. Yesterday I hungout with Americans all day...it was different not hearing British accents! Took a tube (by myself!) to Marylebone High St to meet Diane, a fellow Californian in London, for lunch at Strada...best spaghetti I've ever had! Now I'll have to go to Italy to try "real pasta." Then Picadilly Circus with Michelle and Natasha from Westmont! So lovely to see familiar faces again. We ate the best ice cream at the "Icecreamists Boutique"...tastes a bit like gelato, but better! I love Covent Garden...such a cute little town of restaurants and street performers.

Now I'm about to meet Kat (another Time for God volunteer/Westmonter) for lunch/coffee near Greenwich...cheerio!


THE SERENITY PRAYER...

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

Would you fancy a cup of tea?

Almost done with my first week of work at the church! I am so blessed with such a wonderful staff...all quirky and energetic. Sounds a bit like me. In the past couple of days I've been adjusting quite well to English culture. Definitely culture shock at first, but I'm slowly getting used to the British ways. I have to be more careful riding my bike...especially since they drive on the opposite side and the roads are so narrow! I almost died a couple of times...good thing for a helmet! :)

Today, I went to a school assembly at Woodford Prep School and we were able to talk about God (even though the school was not Christian). So different than the US! Praise God we were able to sing songs with the kids and teach them about Jesus. After, I met with a pastor in the local area and talked about plans for the Olympics. So many exciting ideas...Food of the Nations, Sports Outreach, and kids events for church outreach. I can't wait for it all to come together...pray for wisdom as we try to reach the community. May God be glorified through it all!

Jacqui, Tom and I were also able to talk with the youth in the town. Many of the teenage boys and girls are involved with drugs and abortions at 13 years old. Even though Woodford is a wealthy area, the teens are bored because it's a small town and there isn't much to do. They need a youth center where they could go and meet friends...be praying for the youth in London. Pray that they would have an open heart as we talk to them and invite them to youth group events. It breaks my heart as they feel like they don't have a future.

On a side note, my host family has NEVER had homemade chocolate chip cookies!! I feel like it's an American staple. So I made them tonight and felt like I was back at home. :) Yum.

Your love never fails...

"Higher than the mountains that I face
Stronger than the power of the grave
constant in the trial and the change

One thing remains...

Your love never fails
It never gives up
It never runs out on me"

Jesus Culture was amazing yesterday! :) It was so encouraging worshiping with my brothers and sisters in Christ in the UK...we filled up the hall with 3,500 people. Praise Jesus He's doing an awesome work...it makes me even more excited to work with Jacqui (Youth Pastor), All Saints Woodford Wells and 2012 Olympics.

Keep praying for hearts to be softened and openness to hear the gospel in London, Woodford Green and beyond.

My new home.

G'day everyone. I am finally settled and unpacked in the UK. And did I mention...jet lag! Thank you Jesus for safe travels...took a plane to Iceland (very interesting learning icelandic and never knew they had hot springs!) It reminded me of Hawaii from the plane...a little island isolated in the ocean. At 6:45 am, took a plane to London Heathrow and met up with Jacqui (youth leader at All Saints Woodford Wells) who I'll be working with. What a lovely lady...I'm very excited to work with her as we'll be preparing for the Olympics. We ate at a French cafe and journeyed to Woodford Green, my new home.

Woodford Green...what a cute little village. It reminds me of a place in an English book or Pride and Prejudice. So quaint. The town is a 5 minute walk from my house and the church is only 10 min away. I love how everyone walks here...who needs a car? Hopefully I'll be able to ride my bicycle too. The weather is quite fickle here...one hour it's sunny, then the next overcast and gray. Reminds me of Seattle.

I just got home from eating dinner with Pastor (Vicar as they call it) Paul and family. Then met up with the staff of the church. I'm excited for the relationships to be built here...perhaps I was supposed to be British all along! :) I'm slowly learning the British slang words as well...they say "Brilliant!" and "That's alright" quite a bit. Well, it's time to catch up on sleep...good night.

Bon Voyage!

The day is finally here!!! I'm sitting at the Sea-Tac airport waiting to board my flight to Iceland, then London. Thanks to Grandma for making a delicious sushi bento! :) Thank you Lord for watching over me. And thank you to my Community Group for laying hands and praying on me...I'm so thankful I met all of you this summer.

It's funny looking back in February thinking I'd never be able to raise enough money or convincing my dad I'll be in a safe place and can take care of myself. I'm sure God was smiling down on me and He knew all along I'm supposed to be a missionary in London. I was debating whether or not to take classes for dental hygiene school, but thankfully my brother convinced me to just apply. When else in my life can I take a year off and share the gospel with unbelievers in a new place? I look forward to see what He has in store in this upcoming year.

Perhaps I'll even come back with a British accent :)

Blessed.

Thank you family and friends for going away dinners and lovely conversations. I will miss sitting at the dinner table...sharing stories, laughing, and enjoying each others company. I still can't believe the countdown is slowly ending and I'll be leaving in 48 hours!?!?! Honestly, it hasn't hit me yet. Perhaps when my suitcases and bags are packed, I'll feel ready.

I'm so glad I was able to go to Lighthouse Christian Church today...thank you Pastor Wayne for praying for me. Thank you family for your prayers. I am going to miss each of you in Seattle...you will always be in my heart (even if we're across the pond!) I'm praying for safe travels from Seattle to Iceland to Heathrow...Lord, thank you for making this adventure possible and let me glorify you in all I do.

Packing time.

It's time to pack...for a whole year! How do you do that with only two suitcases? Raincoat, rain boots, umbrella...check.

9 more days...see you soon London! :)

Ready for adventures...

Big answer to prayer request: I received my visa to volunteer for a year! :) Countdown till moving to London: 22 days!!!

Thank you Lord for all your blessings...you know our needs before we ask and you always come through. Can't wait to start my journey of trusting Him, serving people and being used for His kingdom next month...stay tuned for more updates!

Prayers

Thank you for all your prayers in preparation for London. On a side note, 354 days till London 2012 Olympic Games...can't wait for the excitement to begin!

1) payment for Time for God 2011-2012...check
2) passport...check
3) one way ticket from Seattle to Iceland to London...check

Now it just leaves waiting for my working visa...it was a little frustrating at first because I sent the paperwork in a month ago, but it came back to me in the mail since I didn't put an extra 20 cents of postage. :( I think God has been using this as a test to trust Him and wait patiently for it. I tend to want to do things my way, but I've learned to let go and let God. Thank you Lord for working everything out for my good.

Cheers.

Patience

God has been teaching me about patience lately. As I'm preparing for London, I have become antsy to leave the country and begin my new life now. However, I've realized God wants me to rest, seek Him and be patient during this time. I've been reading Christian books, enjoying fellowship with brothers and sisters at Mars Hill, and preparing myself spiritually to embark on this one year journey. It has been such a joy to read the word without school work to distract me. I've realized it really sets the tone of my day...it's truly His 'love letter' to us and we need to re-read it over and over again.

I'm excited for the upcoming adventures He has in store. For now, I will be present in the moment, enjoy summer in Seattle, and learn to take one day at a time. :)

A quote which has spoke to me:

"Quit worrying about how everything is going to turn out. Live one day at a time; better yet, make the most of this moment. It’s good to have a big – picture outlook, to set goals, to establish budgets and make plans, but if you’re always living in the future, you’re never really enjoying the present in the way God wants you to."

Blessings my friends.

Countdown: 2 months

Praise the Lord! I went to community group tonight (from Mars Hill) and it was so nice to pray with other Godly women. I prayed about my preparation for London and God would provide financially for the trip. By the end of the month, I need to pay Time for God $2,500 for the year's expenses and have $2,000 saved up. It's funny how God can answer prayer so quickly and knows exactly what's on my heart. When I got home, I opened two envelopes from friends who graciously sent me $620!

Thank you Lord for providing just right the amount. Today I decided to write goals for my trip in London:

1) building relationships and meeting new people
2) sharing the gospel with unbelievers
3) grow closer to Jesus...because He's the REASON I'm going
4) helping the church, Olympics preparation and youth group
5) finding a mentor
6) joining a Bible study
7) visiting Reality London http://realitylondon.co.uk/ (reality was my church in Carpinteria, CA)
8) ready for the unexpected and adventures to come!
9) exploring the city
10) keep in touch with family and friends

Here's the church I'll be helping at: http://www.asww.org.uk/

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." Deut. 31:6

Cloudy Seattle.

I hear London's weather is a lot like Seattle's...rainy, cloudy, and a slight bit depressing. Oh well, hopefully it doesn't have an effect on my mood. I'm still looking for a job to raise money for London...Lord, I pray you provide the right one and I will trust you. Even if it's only till September. I know God will provide.

I'm getting really excited...3 more months and I'll be in the UK! I'm excited to be stretched out of my comfort zone with unfamiliar faces...total opposite of Westmont. :) I'm also excited my one and only brother, Jesse Haugh will be getting married to Andriana Young this weekend! They are a great fit for each other...he likes to eat, she likes to cook. It's still weird to think my brother who used to tease me and act immature is getting married...I'm a proud sister and ready to welcome Andriana as my new sister in law. I love having my family around as well...it's sad not being able to see my parents since they live in Hawaii, but hopefully will move back to Seattle soon.

Till next time...

I'm going to LONDON!

So I recently found out that I'm accepted as a volunteer in London for Time for 2012. I cannot wait!!! Read more here: http://tf2012.squarespace.com/

One-way ticket from Seattle to UK...$400
Get visa...$320
Time for God volunteer expenses...$2,300
Living in London for a year...priceless